Here We Go...AGAIN (only this time it's different)!

Well, today is day #2 of the 30 Day Shred...only this time, it's different. I don't have any excuses and I can't stop cheating myself. I already tend to eat fairly well...I just don't exercise which is totally stupid.

I could stand to lose 15 pounds and dammit I'm going to do it this time. I may not look chubs and I blame that on the style of clothing right now. My shirts hide my gut well, however that is where most of my fat resides. I have some crazy love handles and there is absolutely no reason for it. All of this on the cusp of my 28 years on this planet. I know that in my early 20's if someone had said to me, "Hey Brenda, when you turn 28 you are going to weigh 141 pounds because you're a lazy fat ass" my 120 pound self would have said "Ha! Yeah right!" Oy. How did I let this happen? Alright J. Michaels...do your stuff. I'm tired of being chub rocks. Don't wish me luck...luck will not help me get rid of these bouncing fat deposits chillin on the side of my so-called waist. Wish me determination, motivation and self discipline. Peace!

Allergies & Fatty McFatty!

So today, I skipped out on work and called Kaiser early to make an appointment with a Dr. because I've been suffering from allergies. What am I allergic to you ask? I don't know. So today I went to go see a Dr. that I had seen before because I really like her--and if you know Kaiser, sometimes it's hard to find a "nice" doctor. Well my sneezing had become increasingly worse over the passed month or so, so I decided it was time to go in to find out what the heck is wrong with me. She gave me some antibiotics, which means I've had a cold or something too...um...and she also gave me some crazy decongestant type thing called Suclor. I hate feel like such a weakling--I told her I had been feeling so tired lately and she said that my allergies could be doing that to me and if my body was fighting off illness that could be it too. She also ordered some blood work so that they can check for the most common allergies. Soon, I will know what I am allergic to, if it's my cat I'm going to cry.

On a side note. Fatty McFatty here weighs...yes I'm going to actually tell you on here because I don't care...wait for it...wait for it...142 freaking pounds. At 5'3" you should just call me a butterball. DAMN. I had started working out, and then I felt like I was getting sick so I tried to slow it down...and then I just stopped. I have to get motivated because I'm taking b-pics in January. WOW. This sucks.




That's all for today. I'm going to go lay down and read until I fall asleep. I feel like I could sleep for a whole week.

Once the blood work results come in, I'll post them. I know you guys are dying to know what I'm allergic to. (HA! Yea right, but I'll post them anyway).